Down

knpe aq rse kosong je ngn life aq..cm ade je yg xkene...lpas dr kjadian 2,,mcm2 duagaan n ujian yg aq dpt...ape mksud d sbalik sume ni...rmai org ckp ade hikmah d sebaliknye,,tp aq cm susah nk trime knyataan ni...aq xtaw ngn kadaan skarg...diam seribu bhase,,aq da cube wt ssuatu,,tp knape xde tindak balas...ape mksd d sbalik sume nih??? xde jawapan...aq trgantung...aq taw bile org suh aq redha,suh aq sabar,ade yg kate dh mmg d tkdirkn...aq da cube,,tp.........mmg susah nk trime knyataan ni...aq trtekan...pade aq, aq leh up d sebabknnye & aq leh down pn d sbbknnye...aq taw konsep tu salah...kite kne berbalik kpade Yang Maha Esa...aq taw sume tuh...aq taw sal hkum hakam sume tu...tntg tkdir...tp org ckap mmg snang,,,tp aq yg mrase,,,kdaan ni tgah blaku kt aq...susah aq nk explain bg org pham ape yg aq rse...dan aq rse xperlu untk sume taw..aq cume nk mluahkn ape yg trpendam dlm hati aq...aq xsgke bnda cmni leh jdi...pdahal satu mse dlu aq pnah yakin untk aq cpai ke satu tahap yg tggi...harapan aq tggi...impian aq,,,sume tu....ble sume yg kite impikan tggi2 blake,,,& satu mse da roboh,,ni la yg trjadi....xtaw ape patut aq wat...cume aq mmpu brdoa....